Lost it and everything went black
Raised my hopes up and got rejected
My capabilities tested but the results were futile
Took deep breaths to allow the air to pass through my chest cavity
Chest so tight letting go of all hope
Wasted time and energy never regained
The nauseating watery mucus flowing into my lips
I’m not disgusting, I just lost!
Lost the key that can open many doors
Lost the value of my rationality
The veins on my forehead pumping hard
Making my eyes very red
Just because I had lost
Not just loss but demeaned
Reminded that it will not rain.